Since I've begun using social media - and I only use Facebook with less than one hundred 'friends' - I notice I have become duller in my thinking, in my creativity, in my mental clarity.
This information was discovered just now as I searched my five blogs for a certain post, which I never did find. In wondering why that particular post was so hard to find, I tallied up my post count. Over one thousand posts since 2006.
What? Over one thousand posts? I let that sink it for a bit. How in the world did I do that?
Sure, many people have created more posts than I.
But did they post them while home schooling four children?
While being Highly Sensitive People, easily overwhelmed?
While being married for decades to a husband with Low-Spectrum Autism?
While doing home additions, planning weddings and funerals, gardening, making meals, cleaning house, running an online business, doing the family finances, learning two foreign languages, planning extensive overseas vacations, and otherwise just being the Girl Friday to a family of six and then eight?
Well, maybe they did.
But I am stunned that I have written each post. And they are good posts, writings that inspire and encourage and challenge me still today.
This is an unedited post, written quickly for the purpose of marking what I hope will be a turning point, a point at which I turn back to operating with a clear mind rather than one dulled by social media, which frankly has done me very little good and a whole lot of harm.
When they come to my Facebook page.
But I'm not going to wait there so pathetically anymore.
I miss creativity. I am sad that my post count has drastically waned.
I am happy, however, to have this rope thrown to me to, pulling my stuck mind from the mental quicksand of Facebook.
On with life!